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So school's coming up real soon and i feel like utter crap. Past 2 weeks have been really bad since I got my braces, havent been going to the gym, sleeping really late at night and a lot of bad habits that are starting to resurface. Honestly I feel like I'm losing control of myself. I'm worried most about my English Online Course I have to complete since I have still a lot of work to do, but I've been slacking. I don't feel like myself...I'm more depressed and tired, and I don't really know why. I feel like I've lost myself again, whole de ja vu thing with what happened in grade 9. Getting all depressed for who knows what, but enough with my complaining...its Grade 12 and I gotta focus. Grade 12 is what I've been waiting for since high school started and now its here, planning to get at least 80s this year but I'm very determined and no matter what...school comes first. Just hope i can get myself together before school actually starts. Tommorow I'm going to drop some courses so I can lighten up my load but we'll see how that goes.
On another note, my mom, grandma, and cousin are all going to the philippines this thursday, and I pray for a safe trip for all of them as they attend my cousin's wedding in just a few days. My lola says she's going to give me her pension before she leaves xD. In other words, I'm not broke no more! Which is good but before any of that happens I have to open a new bank account since BMO closed mine T_T. Damn bastards sending my negative checking account to a collection agency without my notification, gave me so much trouble...even though the fact I HAD the money the whole time. Huge waste of time and forced me to use up my conference money to chicago T_T.
Well summer 09 has been nothing but trouble for me, to be honest I don't remember much of it anymore, seems like a blank to me...that or I'm not getting enough sleep. Well...w/e we'll see how these few days go and hopefully I can slap myself back to reality.
